Category: Pearl

Friday 12/11/20 This was written several years ago when I was (re)baptized at the church I was attending.  I was becoming a new being with all the healing work I had been doing and wanted to celebrate that by getting baptized in a beautiful lake.  I no longer attend this church, it was the one… Continue reading Testimony – Recovering God Fighter

Wed.12/9/20 So this post didn’t get done in time. That means I get to play you a song that I’ve always loved but couldn’t figure out how I’d ever write a post to fit it. Dear friend, here’s hoping you can appreciate the fun of it if not love it as much as I do.… Continue reading Oops

Mon. 12/7/20 (Please see the “Dissociation” post dated 10/11/20 (if needed) for clarification of who L.P. and Michael are.) Hello Good Person – glad you’re here!   How is your day going? Have you ever had dreams that tell you where you’re going or what you need to work on in your life/mind/heart? I had… Continue reading On to Michael . . .

12/4/20 (In Monday’s blog I mentioned there had been several different creative endeavors I have explored to write about and reach out to fellow survivors.  This is the introduction to the play “Pearl, Unchained”.) Stage:  This scene takes place on the center of three stages. J.C., Pearl’s electric guitar is sitting on his stand towards… Continue reading J.C. Speaks

Wed, 12/2/20 (Please refer to the post titled “Dissociation” dated 10/14/20, or ‘Cast of Characters in my mind’ tab on the home page if you don’t know who ‘Grace’ is.) Hi!  How are you doing? Today’s post is about how holidays and anniversaries of certain days continue to have an effect decades after the abuses… Continue reading Difficult Times of the Year

11/30/20 (If needed, please refer to post titled “Dissociation” dated 10/14/20, or ‘Cast of Characters in My Mind’ tab on home page if clarification of who L.P., E.P. and Michael are.) Welcome – glad you’re here!  This blog was created to connect with other survivors (refer to ‘Mission’ tab on home page for details of… Continue reading Loving L.P.

11/27/20 I wrote this for a class years ago.  I still like the overall theme of it, but now I don’t agree with the ending part of the autumn section any more. I believe there is always something we can do, more love to share in one form or another no matter what our age… Continue reading Autumn Sun

Wed. 11/25/20 (You may want to refer to the post titled ‘Dissociation’ dated 10/14/20 for explanations about Little Pearl (L.P.) and Michael.) L.P. had some pretty darn good friends, and not just imaginary ones, I smile just thinking about them.  Did you have friends like that – even briefly? Real or imagined? I called my… Continue reading L.P. and Relationships

Mon. Nov. 23, 2020 Whew, starting to feel better, thank God!  Been under the weather for a few days and while not fully healed yet there is a lot more life inside!  Yay!  Was even able to ride around on my lawnmower!  Loved that – BIG Smile! 🙂 There hasn’t been a new post in… Continue reading Nightmare? Or dream?

(11/20/20) (This was written when I was a teenager.) Far away in a fantasy world The only place that’s right for this girl, The dreamer sits alone in the sand capturing diamond dreams in her hand. Staring at nothing, laughing at less, trying to clean, her thoughts are a mess. Casting the change from reality… Continue reading The Dreamer