Category: Pearl

12/30/20 Welcome back!   This one’s for you . . . Something that’s still hard to accept after all these years is that no one has ever offered an apology for the abuse they inflicted.  I now know that says EVERYTHING about them, and NOTHING about me (and you, if you’ve experienced the same).  I’ve… Continue reading All Apologies, Part 2, For YOU

Mon. 12/28/20 Welcome! I’m honored you chose to spend some time here today.  Thank you.  With the end of the year at hand there are a couple of things I’ve been trying to figure out how to accomplish to coincide with it, to hopefully start the new year with a little less baggage for both… Continue reading All Apologies, part 1

Friday, 12/25/20 How are you doing today?  I’m so grateful you are a part of this journey!! Me?  I’m writing this several days before Christmas but I’m believing this year will be better than last.  (Don’t think it can get much worse than how I felt last year, until the evening when I found the… Continue reading A Beautiful Day?

Wed. 12/23/20 Welcome delightful person! I hope you’re feeling at least o.k. about yourself today.  After all, you are intrinsically so much more than that, you know? Last week I wrote about having an emotional epiphany while learning to believe that my Heavenly Father really does love ME, too.  Been working on making that a… Continue reading Layers to Healing (or, ‘Just Call Me Onion’)

Mon. 12/21/20 Hello Good-person-the-world-is-lucky-to-have!  How are you doing during this season?  First of all I apologize I didn’t mention this earlier, I hope that if you celebrate Hanukkah you had a beautiful time and have good memories. God bless you! There’s a delightful group of people I know – ‘The G.L.P.s’.  Since this Disease That… Continue reading (Not Always) The Most Wonderful Time Of Year

Fri, 12/18/20 Wrote this a few years ago. Sometimes when I write something it starts out as coming from a place of emotional pain, but somehow ends up being hopeful. (Maybe my angels won’t let me wallow???? :)) Angel’s Returns I thought I saw my Angel, Lord, looked straight into his eyes. Tall and gold… Continue reading Angel’s Returns

Wed., 12/16/20 Howdy!  How is your day (life?) going? It took so much effort to write Monday’s post.  The deeper realization of all that had happened to L.P., A.K.A. me, and then sharing it with you really took a lot of ‘pushing through’ because it’s still so raw and deeply felt.  Along with that struggle… Continue reading A Loving Father

Mon. 12/14/20 For an explanation of L.P.  and what it means that she’s a ‘splintered’ part of my psyche, please refer to the “Dissociation” post dated 10/14/20.   As always, so glad you could be here.  How are you doing today?   L.P. has more she’d like to share with you . . . Writing’s… Continue reading The Anniversary of D’s Death

Friday 12/11/20 This was written several years ago when I was (re)baptized at the church I was attending.  I was becoming a new being with all the healing work I had been doing and wanted to celebrate that by getting baptized in a beautiful lake.  I no longer attend this church, it was the one… Continue reading Testimony – Recovering God Fighter

Wed.12/9/20 So this post didn’t get done in time. That means I get to play you a song that I’ve always loved but couldn’t figure out how I’d ever write a post to fit it. Dear friend, here’s hoping you can appreciate the fun of it if not love it as much as I do.… Continue reading Oops