Author: Pearl

Fri, 12/18/20 Wrote this a few years ago. Sometimes when I write something it starts out as coming from a place of emotional pain, but somehow ends up being hopeful. (Maybe my angels won’t let me wallow???? :)) Angel’s Returns I thought I saw my Angel, Lord, looked straight into his eyes. Tall and gold… Continue reading Angel’s Returns

Wed., 12/16/20 Howdy!  How is your day (life?) going? It took so much effort to write Monday’s post.  The deeper realization of all that had happened to L.P., A.K.A. me, and then sharing it with you really took a lot of ‘pushing through’ because it’s still so raw and deeply felt.  Along with that struggle… Continue reading A Loving Father

Mon. 12/14/20 For an explanation of L.P.  and what it means that she’s a ‘splintered’ part of my psyche, please refer to the “Dissociation” post dated 10/14/20.   As always, so glad you could be here.  How are you doing today?   L.P. has more she’d like to share with you . . . Writing’s… Continue reading The Anniversary of D’s Death

Friday 12/11/20 This was written several years ago when I was (re)baptized at the church I was attending.  I was becoming a new being with all the healing work I had been doing and wanted to celebrate that by getting baptized in a beautiful lake.  I no longer attend this church, it was the one… Continue reading Testimony – Recovering God Fighter

Wed.12/9/20 So this post didn’t get done in time. That means I get to play you a song that I’ve always loved but couldn’t figure out how I’d ever write a post to fit it. Dear friend, here’s hoping you can appreciate the fun of it if not love it as much as I do.… Continue reading Oops

Mon. 12/7/20 (Please see the “Dissociation” post dated 10/11/20 (if needed) for clarification of who L.P. and Michael are.) Hello Good Person – glad you’re here!   How is your day going? Have you ever had dreams that tell you where you’re going or what you need to work on in your life/mind/heart? I had… Continue reading On to Michael . . .

12/4/20 (In Monday’s blog I mentioned there had been several different creative endeavors I have explored to write about and reach out to fellow survivors.  This is the introduction to the play “Pearl, Unchained”.) Stage:  This scene takes place on the center of three stages. J.C., Pearl’s electric guitar is sitting on his stand towards… Continue reading J.C. Speaks

Wed, 12/2/20 (Please refer to the post titled “Dissociation” dated 10/14/20, or ‘Cast of Characters in my mind’ tab on the home page if you don’t know who ‘Grace’ is.) Hi!  How are you doing? Today’s post is about how holidays and anniversaries of certain days continue to have an effect decades after the abuses… Continue reading Difficult Times of the Year

11/30/20 (If needed, please refer to post titled “Dissociation” dated 10/14/20, or ‘Cast of Characters in My Mind’ tab on home page if clarification of who L.P., E.P. and Michael are.) Welcome – glad you’re here!  This blog was created to connect with other survivors (refer to ‘Mission’ tab on home page for details of… Continue reading Loving L.P.

11/27/20 I wrote this for a class years ago.  I still like the overall theme of it, but now I don’t agree with the ending part of the autumn section any more. I believe there is always something we can do, more love to share in one form or another no matter what our age… Continue reading Autumn Sun